extremely frustrated with my softball team.
just when you think you had nothing much to stress abt anymore after giving a very straight from the heart sermon to your softball team ryt? and you'd think it would make them feel guilty and make a difference? apparently... NOT!
after giving a bad ass sermon to my team friday recess time (something ive never done in my whole softball life), you'd think people would be more responisble right? once again.. NO! I had so many things in my mind since i had a double header the next day and from my 13 players, i only had 7 or 8 going (why you ask?! because TWO of them went to the freaking BEACH! talk abt dedication right?!!? ).... which doesnt include me since im injured. I spoke to them and told them that even if i was injured, i had to force myself to play (TAKAS!) I get home all tired and about to rest for tomorrows game when i decided to text ppl to make sure they had uniforms ryt? ii get 2 replies from ppl who have no shirts and they made it my problem! wonderful ryt?! so i got so frustrated that i started chatting with reg and all of a sudden, i couldnt feel my left hand!!!! i got so scared! apparently, i was kinda hyper ventilating and all that crap! shet! all this from softball... it was so wonderful!
today was our games and we went against UP. i had 10 players then, but i was the only sub (and im INJURED). but it was ok, i just needed 9 to play. Then just when i thought everything was ok... reg gets injured and i had to take her place. i didnt really care abt that game since i wanted more to win the next one. after our first game, 2 ppl had to leave, reg couldnt play and so i was down to 7 players but i needed a min of 8 to play, so i ended up playing. i got sooo frustrated during the game that i was kinda worrying everyone else. even if my foot hurt, it wasnt like i could do something ryt? so i still played! i got so pissed with everything that when the ball came to be, i really moved fast and ran after the player! *its amazing what frustration can do to me* it was painful but i couldnt not play.... we ended up losing BOTH games and what really pissed me off was that while 9 of my players were here playing their asses off, i had 2 players enjoying themselves in the beach. i swear, it really sucks to be them right now coz they're training on monday will be hell since they have to do 5 rounds of sprinting back and forth of the whole field. i just think thats fair! heck, i played! i swear my eyes were tearing up during the game and i really cried after! i mean, i know my team can do it, its just that there are just some people who are so irresponsible, so self centerd, insensitive, annoying enough to skip games and in all 4 of our games, we were either exact, with one sub or lacking one! i mean, seriously! thats just not how its suppose to be... i tried being a nice captain.. i really did. but since it dint work... i guess ill just have to stick with the bitchy way. now lets see if people still wanna miss games!
my venting is over, its not like i can do anything more right? so now... MY FOOT HURTS MORE THAN EVER! great! just what i need!
softball isnt suppose to be this hard.... but sadly, this year... it is.
after giving a bad ass sermon to my team friday recess time (something ive never done in my whole softball life), you'd think people would be more responisble right? once again.. NO! I had so many things in my mind since i had a double header the next day and from my 13 players, i only had 7 or 8 going (why you ask?! because TWO of them went to the freaking BEACH! talk abt dedication right?!!? ).... which doesnt include me since im injured. I spoke to them and told them that even if i was injured, i had to force myself to play (TAKAS!) I get home all tired and about to rest for tomorrows game when i decided to text ppl to make sure they had uniforms ryt? ii get 2 replies from ppl who have no shirts and they made it my problem! wonderful ryt?! so i got so frustrated that i started chatting with reg and all of a sudden, i couldnt feel my left hand!!!! i got so scared! apparently, i was kinda hyper ventilating and all that crap! shet! all this from softball... it was so wonderful!
today was our games and we went against UP. i had 10 players then, but i was the only sub (and im INJURED). but it was ok, i just needed 9 to play. Then just when i thought everything was ok... reg gets injured and i had to take her place. i didnt really care abt that game since i wanted more to win the next one. after our first game, 2 ppl had to leave, reg couldnt play and so i was down to 7 players but i needed a min of 8 to play, so i ended up playing. i got sooo frustrated during the game that i was kinda worrying everyone else. even if my foot hurt, it wasnt like i could do something ryt? so i still played! i got so pissed with everything that when the ball came to be, i really moved fast and ran after the player! *its amazing what frustration can do to me* it was painful but i couldnt not play.... we ended up losing BOTH games and what really pissed me off was that while 9 of my players were here playing their asses off, i had 2 players enjoying themselves in the beach. i swear, it really sucks to be them right now coz they're training on monday will be hell since they have to do 5 rounds of sprinting back and forth of the whole field. i just think thats fair! heck, i played! i swear my eyes were tearing up during the game and i really cried after! i mean, i know my team can do it, its just that there are just some people who are so irresponsible, so self centerd, insensitive, annoying enough to skip games and in all 4 of our games, we were either exact, with one sub or lacking one! i mean, seriously! thats just not how its suppose to be... i tried being a nice captain.. i really did. but since it dint work... i guess ill just have to stick with the bitchy way. now lets see if people still wanna miss games!
my venting is over, its not like i can do anything more right? so now... MY FOOT HURTS MORE THAN EVER! great! just what i need!
softball isnt suppose to be this hard.... but sadly, this year... it is.
posted by karla ramos @ 6:28 PM
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