extremely frustrated with my softball team.
just when you think you had nothing much to stress abt anymore after giving a very straight from the heart sermon to your softball team ryt? and you'd think it would make them feel guilty and make a difference? apparently... NOT!
after giving a bad ass sermon to my team friday recess time (something ive never done in my whole softball life), you'd think people would be more responisble right? once again.. NO! I had so many things in my mind since i had a double header the next day and from my 13 players, i only had 7 or 8 going (why you ask?! because TWO of them went to the freaking BEACH! talk abt dedication right?!!? ).... which doesnt include me since im injured. I spoke to them and told them that even if i was injured, i had to force myself to play (TAKAS!) I get home all tired and about to rest for tomorrows game when i decided to text ppl to make sure they had uniforms ryt? ii get 2 replies from ppl who have no shirts and they made it my problem! wonderful ryt?! so i got so frustrated that i started chatting with reg and all of a sudden, i couldnt feel my left hand!!!! i got so scared! apparently, i was kinda hyper ventilating and all that crap! shet! all this from softball... it was so wonderful!
today was our games and we went against UP. i had 10 players then, but i was the only sub (and im INJURED). but it was ok, i just needed 9 to play. Then just when i thought everything was ok... reg gets injured and i had to take her place. i didnt really care abt that game since i wanted more to win the next one. after our first game, 2 ppl had to leave, reg couldnt play and so i was down to 7 players but i needed a min of 8 to play, so i ended up playing. i got sooo frustrated during the game that i was kinda worrying everyone else. even if my foot hurt, it wasnt like i could do something ryt? so i still played! i got so pissed with everything that when the ball came to be, i really moved fast and ran after the player! *its amazing what frustration can do to me* it was painful but i couldnt not play.... we ended up losing BOTH games and what really pissed me off was that while 9 of my players were here playing their asses off, i had 2 players enjoying themselves in the beach. i swear, it really sucks to be them right now coz they're training on monday will be hell since they have to do 5 rounds of sprinting back and forth of the whole field. i just think thats fair! heck, i played! i swear my eyes were tearing up during the game and i really cried after! i mean, i know my team can do it, its just that there are just some people who are so irresponsible, so self centerd, insensitive, annoying enough to skip games and in all 4 of our games, we were either exact, with one sub or lacking one! i mean, seriously! thats just not how its suppose to be... i tried being a nice captain.. i really did. but since it dint work... i guess ill just have to stick with the bitchy way. now lets see if people still wanna miss games!
my venting is over, its not like i can do anything more right? so now... MY FOOT HURTS MORE THAN EVER! great! just what i need!
softball isnt suppose to be this hard.... but sadly, this year... it is.
after giving a bad ass sermon to my team friday recess time (something ive never done in my whole softball life), you'd think people would be more responisble right? once again.. NO! I had so many things in my mind since i had a double header the next day and from my 13 players, i only had 7 or 8 going (why you ask?! because TWO of them went to the freaking BEACH! talk abt dedication right?!!? ).... which doesnt include me since im injured. I spoke to them and told them that even if i was injured, i had to force myself to play (TAKAS!) I get home all tired and about to rest for tomorrows game when i decided to text ppl to make sure they had uniforms ryt? ii get 2 replies from ppl who have no shirts and they made it my problem! wonderful ryt?! so i got so frustrated that i started chatting with reg and all of a sudden, i couldnt feel my left hand!!!! i got so scared! apparently, i was kinda hyper ventilating and all that crap! shet! all this from softball... it was so wonderful!
today was our games and we went against UP. i had 10 players then, but i was the only sub (and im INJURED). but it was ok, i just needed 9 to play. Then just when i thought everything was ok... reg gets injured and i had to take her place. i didnt really care abt that game since i wanted more to win the next one. after our first game, 2 ppl had to leave, reg couldnt play and so i was down to 7 players but i needed a min of 8 to play, so i ended up playing. i got sooo frustrated during the game that i was kinda worrying everyone else. even if my foot hurt, it wasnt like i could do something ryt? so i still played! i got so pissed with everything that when the ball came to be, i really moved fast and ran after the player! *its amazing what frustration can do to me* it was painful but i couldnt not play.... we ended up losing BOTH games and what really pissed me off was that while 9 of my players were here playing their asses off, i had 2 players enjoying themselves in the beach. i swear, it really sucks to be them right now coz they're training on monday will be hell since they have to do 5 rounds of sprinting back and forth of the whole field. i just think thats fair! heck, i played! i swear my eyes were tearing up during the game and i really cried after! i mean, i know my team can do it, its just that there are just some people who are so irresponsible, so self centerd, insensitive, annoying enough to skip games and in all 4 of our games, we were either exact, with one sub or lacking one! i mean, seriously! thats just not how its suppose to be... i tried being a nice captain.. i really did. but since it dint work... i guess ill just have to stick with the bitchy way. now lets see if people still wanna miss games!
my venting is over, its not like i can do anything more right? so now... MY FOOT HURTS MORE THAN EVER! great! just what i need!
softball isnt suppose to be this hard.... but sadly, this year... it is.
posted by karla ramos @ 6:28 PM
2 Comments:
ohmygedddness!! lumala ung paa mo??? gednessgracious!! ayy nakooo!! well actually, ako before, nung mga first games..di rin kami nacocomplete..but then may mga reasons! as in they were sick..unlike yours who went to the beatch! hahhah!! jokeee!! kaya mo yannn!
Karla! Awww. *pat pat* I'm sure they'll wise up in the future. They'll be sure not to make you mad again. Haha. :)
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