last day alive

Dear Ate Nix,
Sadly, I have just learned right now that today is my last day. I just want to tell you that I am forever grateful to have had you as my partner in crime in everything. Even though we may fight almost all the time, I want you to know that I love you no matter what! I am so thankful that I got a lot closer to you because I seriously cannot imagine life without you. I mean, if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have someone to share my birthday, the room or even the bed with. I wouldn’t have anyone to confide in and all that. I used to think that being an only child was a good thing coz you dint have anyone to fight with but I just realized it sucks to be an only child. I’d feel like a major loner—and as we both know, I hate being alone. Thanks really for taking care of me every time when I was sick, comforting me when I was all sad, giving me advice whenever I needed it and slapping me when I would do something stupid. I really really love you and I hope that no matter how much I said I hated you… it’s all just a lie! Hehe… I mean how could I hate you forever? I mean… your Ate Nix! If I dint have you to be all “taray” and moody, my life wouldn’t be the same and I’d probably be some person who takes anything in and doesn’t fight back… I’D BE LAME! (*phew*) So thank you sooo much for everything. I’m really going to miss you! I’m sorry if I always tease you with people you “don’t” like… I’m just having fun! I’m sorry also if I suck at comforting you when you’re sad because sometimes I just don’t know how to be all comforting like you and Ate Chez are. Since I’m going to be gone, can you promise me that you won’t always fight Ate and Kuya? I don’t want you to be all lonely now that I won’t be there when you fight with them. ☺ Also I hope you be more patient with mama… even if she sometimes acts like she has only one child, I’m sure she loves us equally (she just doesn’t know how show it?!). Be nice and don’t let papa put you down especially about having better grades… just as long as we pass right? Life doesn’t end with our grades! Be a great doctor ok? Oh yeah… since I won’t be there to “protect” your children when you get all b*tchy... I know I promised I would but since I won’t even be there if/ when you get married, take care and be a good mommy! No favorites ok? Raise them like how we planned ok?! I’ll forever miss having you there when I need someone to talk to and all that. Make sure to have fun even without me ok?

Can you tell sina Papa, Mama, Ate Chez and Kuya that I love them very very very much and I will miss them terribly. Thank each of them for me; for all the advice they gave me, all the fun experiences we had and all the love they had for me. Say thank you to Ate Chez for me for also always being there when I needed help or advice. I really mean it when I say that my life would’ve been sucky without both Ates. I wish I could show my love for all of you more than I already have but since I won’t be able to, please love them extra more for me! Tell them also that I love them with all my heart and that I will always be watching over each of them (including/ especially you!). You guys are the best family ever!

Tell Tita Kit and Vince also that I love them very much and that I had tons of fun with them even if I always “fight” them! Hehe… I know that they’re gonna miss me as much as I’m going to miss them! Take care of them for me also! Make sure tita Kit doesn’t get lonely and steal her when she gets bored at home and bug her a lot! Make sure also Vince is not too stressed with school! Hehe… Make him like a “replacement” for me! The three of us think alike anyways so he should be a good sub for me. ☺

Tell my softball family that I love them very much okay? And that without them, my life wouldn’t be as fun and exciting! I’m going to miss each and every one of them to bits! Tell my barkada (school and tahanan), Yb, bold and douse that I’ll miss them a lot and that I enjoyed every bit of time we spent together.

Thank you for everything Ate! Take care of yourself well and everyone ok? I wish I could write more but I have no more time. I love you, papa, mama, ate Chez, kuya, tita Kit and Vince very very much and I am very thankful to have had all of you in my life. I’ll miss all of you! Thank you again! I’m very glad to have spent my life with all of you guys! I’ll always be here even if you cannot see me! Remember that! YOU’RE THE BEST ATE!!!! ****MWAH*HUG****

Lots of Love,
Kay ☺